the colourful life of nur dalila

2011-08-19T09:14:00.001+08:00

I'm done trying because everything seems goes wrong.
I think I'm the one who working my ass out when u were sitting there pretending like u're the boss
I don't need you making myself miserable

Hari yang memenatkan.

2011-08-09T13:43:00.000+08:00

assalamualaikum..

bagi yang membaca entri ni, diminta jasa baik kalian untuk mendoakan kesihatan ayah kepada Afiq Ismail buah hatiku, yang kini berada dalam ICU sejak 4 hari yang lalu.

semalam, sejak cuti bermula, akhirnya dapat juga bertemu dgn akk sara kita. hikhikhik. ak, sara and cik su kite dan bf nye en ihsan yg sudi menjadi driver kami untuk sehari.

perjalanan kami bermual sejak awl 8.00 pagi lagi. hihi. destinasi pertama ialah untuk menziarahi ayah afiq yang kini berada di PPUM. bagi yang membaca entri ni, diminta jasa baik kalian untuk mendoakan kesihatan ayah beliau, yang kini berada dalam ICU sejak 4 hari yang lalu. first time dtg PPUM mcm jakun sikit. hahaha. sebab besar sangat. walaupun sebesar hospital tu, payah gila nak cr parking. sampai ke roof top kiteorg cari pun x dpt jgk. last2 terpaksa block kereta org. hihi. wlpn begitu, sbb kiteorg dtg awl sangat x dpt nak masuk jumpe ayh afiq sbb waktu melawat dr pkul 12-2. so jmpe en.afiq pn jadi la.

lepas melawat en.afiq kiteorg pn bertolak ke Jln TAR. hihi. mula2 p SOGO dulu. al-kisah jmpe satu jeans ni. kononnye 70% tp bile p scan harga jd RM(7 lbeh tros x mo amik. apesal kate sale kalo harhga still mahal nok. ni shopping bajet2 je. hahaha. da semua mcm x berape nk syok kami pn p la Jln TAR. setelah hampir separuh jln kami redah, en Ihsan plk menjadi org pertama beli baju Melayu die. hahaha. pttnye kteorg yg nk shopping sgt.

then jalan2 lagi, jmpe plk org jual butg bj Melayu. mula2 ingat nak beli baju utk afiq, tp baju Melayu die pn da byk. so beli butang pn jadi la. hihi. yg x boleh bla, semua beli warna butang baju yg sama utk boyfriend msg2. hahaha. utk kiteorg plk, kami beli keronsang sorg satu, then baju kurung polka dot. orang plg bertuah utk dapat baju ialah sara, baju die RM50 sepasang. hihi. raya ni blh tema same2. hahaha.

tapi disebabkan ak ngn ihsan je yg puasa, ak da jln dkt TAR pn da penat gile. cm dehydrated. tu la. mak suro minum air byk2 waktu subuh x nak. degil lagi. hihi. then nak pergi sg.wang. tapi sesat jalannye lagi and jln jam kami cancel sbb nak bkk pose dkt bangi so kene la smpi b4 pkul 5ptg.

mula2 pergi warong dusun. then tibe2 nak pergi Nim's little island. ak pon ikot je la. sbb x tau jalan. hikhik. yang dalam kepala ak nak air coke. hahaha, dahaga pnye pasal. da reserved tempat sume, kiteorang p la putrajaya, hihi. dekat sana merayau2 and buat photoshoot utk pre-wedding su and ihsan. poyo2 je. hahaha.

da dekat pkul 6 lebih bertolak blk ke tmpt makan tadi. yang bestnye. walaupun agak tersorok. and name die island wlpn bkn dkt pulau. tempat die cantik and makan die murah!!!! tu yg buat ak excited nak dtg lagi. hihihi.

then otw nak balik kiteorg pn singgah sebntar di uptown sg.reko. kecik je tmpt die. or maybe sbb kiteorg dtg awl sgt, kedai pn x byk bkk. ak rase x smpi 10minit kiteorg da abes rayau. hahaha. tapi ape pun semalam mmg seronok :)

2011-08-06T09:24:00.000+08:00

Never regret. If it's good, it's wonderful...If it's bad, it's experience.

paham x ayat kat atas tu? faham? Good! tp ak nak komen ayat ni dlm bentuk frust bercinta. hahaha. ak selalu tgk org yg bercinta bila putus selalu cakap mcm ni:

malas ah nak kapel. nak single. tanak kawin. nak duk bwh ketiak mak ak lg bagus. (ni plg femes)
ak benci lelaki/ perempuan. ak benci! lepas ni p mampus ar semua jantan/ betina.
ak nak jd lesbo/gay. senang masalah. dieorang paham situasi ak. ( ni ayat plg den kurg gomar)

hahaha. bukan semua tu pahit adik2 sekalian. maybe ade pengajaran. mungkin jodoh x panjang. or x ade jodoh. Allah s.w.t jadikan semua manusia berpasangan. so x payah la ko nak buat hidup ko menyedihkan. kalo betul ko mmg sayang die or die sayang ke, mesti x kemana jgk kan. or maybe jodoh ko x sampai ag. ade laki/perempuan yang lagi baik ke. mane kite nak tahu kan. therefore, jgn la buat hidup ko miserable sgt sbb setiap masalah mst ade penyelesaiannye. hihi :)

mengada2

2011-08-05T09:54:00.002+08:00

blog ak ari ni pasal kegedikan budak2 sekarang. sebelum ak terus membebel baik ak cerita kisah ak dulu sbg student. al-kisah ak ni mmg pemalas. sumpah pemalas. mak ak selalu bebel dekat ak bile result teruk. hahahaha. tapi kan satu je. ak hormat la cikgu2 aku and takut la dgn dieorang kalo kene mara. so dulu kalo amik report card mak or ayah ak dr ak darjah1 mesti cakap kat cikgu ak "rotan je anak saya ni kalau die buat salah". kenapa parents ak cakap mcm ni? 1st sbb dieorang pn cikgu. cube korang kira. korang lebih byk habiskan masa dkt sekolah dr rumah. therefore, cikgu lbh byk tahu pasal korg. 2nd buat ak takut nak wat salah. kalo bapak ak x cakap mcm tu mesti ak da jd hantu kt sekolah. hahaha. 3rd, supaya ak x jd mengada2.ak jd disiplin. hehehe. then, bile ak buat salah kene mara dgn cikgu ak mane pernah nak mengadu kt mak ak. sebab mak ak mesti cakap mcm ni " ha. padan muka ko la. sape suro buat salah".

tapi sekarang ak tengok budak2 sekarang. haisy. mengada2 x tentu pasal la. kene jentik mara. then mak ayah balik mara cikgu. kalau ak jd cikgu dieorang, i would love to say this " dah x boleh kene mara better u open your own school and teach them how to be a man". nak tau x org zaman dulu, bkn zaman ak la kan belajar ikut tahap kepandaian msg2. cthnye kalo ko x lulus pmr ko x naik la ke spm. and org dulu bg kepercayaan kt cikgu utk didik ank dieorang. mmg parents know the best for their own child. tp sebelum ko menyalak x tentu pasal ko ade pergi jumpe cikgu tu. consult dgn die. "anak saya ni mcm mana?" "dalam kelas baik x" kehadiran die penuh x" tp orang sekarang ni, mmg berjaya. tp nak spend masa utk pegi tanye benda2 mcm tu pn x ad. then ko pecaye je anak ko ckp ape. mmg bagus ko percaye. tapi betul ke ape ank ko tu ckp. dlm court pn die x tnye sebelah pihak je. die tnye dua2 so then br die wat keputusan. ni x. awal2 lagi da p masuk tv ckp ank kene dera la sebat la.

kadang2 cikgu pukul student die sbb cikgu tu still amik kisah pasal kau tau. ayah ak kan cikgu. so dulu die mmg terkenal la dgn sepak terajang. ko melawan die mmg ko kene makan la sepak die tu. tp ak salute ank murid die ni. jumpe kat luar siap cium tangan. terima kasih semua sebab pukul die dulu. ade ank murid die cakap " kalau dulu x kene pukul dgn cikgu, saya x jd manusia sekarang." Alhamdulillah, sekarang da jd polis. same mcm mak ak jgk. garang. tp ari tu jumpe ank murid die bkk kedai dkt hentian Nilai, ank murid die tu da berubah 360* la. hahaha. mak ak pn cakap, anak murid die yang selalu kene cubit dgn die, yang tu lah ingat die. bile keluar tegur. sebab satu hari kite tau cikgu mara kita sebab cikgu sayang kita.

ade je yang cikgu yg teruk. mcm kes rogol anak murid sendiri or pukul smpi koma. tp jangan lah sebab hal mcm kecik2 sikit pn ko nak marah. ak dulu pn benci sekolah jgk. waktu sekolah rendah angan2 nak cepat besar. bile da msk sklh mnengah nak cepat masuk U. bile masuk U nak cepat abes bljr nak kerja. so korg akn lalui fasa2 ni. tapi, nikmatilah zaman persekolahan anda kerana anda akan merinduinya. hahaha :)

Vintage people! It is called VINTAGE!

2011-08-04T13:58:00.000+08:00

hahaha. kan semua sibuk dengan vintage style sekarang. actually kita x perlu pun nak beli vintage stuff pon. cuba perhati sekeliling. ade x? xade? ade laa. hahahaa. mak kite dulu mesti macam kita jgk. kuat melawa. and2 macam kita jgk. spend money to buy cloths, shoes and begs! there is one vintage bag that my mom kept until now. hihi. kejadian ini berlaku bila mak kite sibuk nak kemas bilik die. yelah. die cakap da byk barang lame. so simpan buat ape. die nak sedekah. sambil2 tu menyibuk la dekat bilik die. konon2 nak mengemas. tp dlm hati, kot2 ade barang best2 boleh la wat harta sendiri plk. and look what i've found. tutup mata cepat !!!

jeng2. hahaha. simple tp boleh masuk bnyk benda actually.

Elephant leather. Made from Thailand. Sawadikap!

ak x tau jenama ape sebab tag die da pudar. but who cares? my mom told me that she bought this when she was in my age. so 53-21 = 32 years ago. this bag are older than me :) hahaha. now it is mine. so p tanye mak anda ade x simpan lagi bag lame. we can recycle and in the mean time it also help us to save our money!!! hahaha. :)

Surgery

2011-08-03T11:04:00.003+08:00

Last year, i went into small surgery. i've been diagnosed 4 fibroadonema. i'm scared to death at first when i found out that there was two lumps at my breast area. in my mind i thought it was cancer because my late grandmother was a cancer patient. i found about the lumps in the early 2010 but i waited until the end of the year to see the doctor when i felt that the lumps are getting bigger. i went for ultrasound to found out about the lumps because i'm 20 years old at the time and mammography is not suitable for people at my age.

i got a male doctor. i was very shamed and u know why exactly. but if the doctor can removed the lumps than it is fine with me. so he told me that i've fibroadonema and he gave me 2 options. 1st is to remove the lumps and everything will be fine and 2nd option is i don't have to removed the lumps and it will be disappear by itself which normally it would not be because there is another patient that her lumps is getting bigger and bigger and makes her breast size unbalanced. so my mother asked me to went into the surgery. normally, it was a small surgery but i don't want to see a male doctor cutting my breast so i asked him to give me drug so i don't have to sell all the operation.

what is fibroadonema? Fibroadenomas of the breast, are lumps composed of fibrous and glandular tissue. Because breast cancer can also appear as a lump, doctors may recommend a tissue sample (biopsy) to rule out cancer in older patients. Unlike typical lumps from breast cancer, fibroadenomas are easy to move, with clearly defined edges.

The typical case is the presence of a painless, firm, solitary, mobile, slowly growing lump in the breast of a woman of childbearing years. It is occurred due to the increased sensitivity of the female hormoneestrogen .

therefore, i went into the operation theater at 5p.m and the surgery end at 7.p.m. i was shocked to see the lumps as they are like excess fat meat and one of the lumps are attached together. so i other words, i have three not two.

the cost of removing one lump estimated RM1500. so i've two which cost RM3000 and not including others such as hospitality, admission fees, medications, which cost around RM 8000 :) luckily, i've insurance that covered almost all the operation's cost.

now, i've to take a low-fat, high-fiber, vegetarian-type diet; a reduction in caffeine intake. piy me!

even though i'm 21 years old, doesn't mean that i don't have chances of getting disease. so take a good care of your self and at least go for medical check up once a year people :)

2011-08-02T18:56:00.000+08:00

Being nice to someone you dislike doesn't mean you're fake. It means you're mature enough to tolerate your dislike towards them

2011-07-31T21:17:00.001+08:00

Selamat Menyambut Ramadhan al-Mubarak.

Semoga Ramadhan kali ini diberkati dan dilimpahi kurnian-Nya

tulus ikhlas daripada,

Dalila Shahar :)

macam2

2011-07-30T21:05:00.000+08:00

hihi. tadi baru balik dr tgk wayang dengan mira, su and my baby sister kt Terminal 1. ala tempat bdk2 skolah, mat rempit and indon2 melepak. seriously, ak pening peg sane.

waktu sampai terus peg kt tmpt wyg. otw nak peg tu, naik la escalator. ade la kapel dpn ak ni. awek mmg tabik bab baju, labuh smpi ke bwh, tudung litup. sopan. kalo mak mertua nampak mmg suka la. tapi yg x berkenan nye. agak2 la bf ko pn. nak meraba ko pnye blkg, ko x nmpk ke ak ngn adik ak kt blkg ko ni. gatal sgt p terus msk minang la.

haha. fine. lps tu tunggu la mira ngn su kt dpn wyg tu. macam2 jenis org yg ade. ak tgk lagak je tau dak sekolah. siap rmbut dye wt fashion tah pape. yg laki berantai. yg pmpuan ber make up tebal 10 inci mcm nak peg berlakon. lps tu blagak mcm org 20an. wei org yg berumur 20an ni la sanggup nak p blk jd bdk skolah tau.

yg ak x blh bla kalo org dok terhegeh2 jalan then ckp besar and kuat2 mcm nk bg tau 1 mall ko tu handal. ko tu sporting. blah la wei. org lg meluat ade la.

ak x paham bdk2 skrg, ak pn dulu sekolah, ponteng, keluar ngn kwn pn ade jgk. tp x de la mcm korg. x pikir ke bile da abes skolah t ko jd ape. tbe2 ak rs ak sgt bersyukur ad parents yg amik kesah psl ak. dulu bengang jgk kene kongkong. skrg ni bile da free, rase x best nk duk saje2 keluar. nk kuar pn tgk poket pnuh ke x. hahaha. kalo blh tiap2 minggu nk blk umah. makan free. xpyh pening kpale. hihi

tp ape pn, cerita td best. and thank you so much mira dan maknye memberi tiket wayang free. siap ade popcorn lg. tp sedih. lps ni da de harry potter da. dulu sam2 membesar dgn cerita tu. skrg nk lyn cter ape plk. :(

Don't be a bore, check #Shilashower 's diaper cake out. It's a brilliant twist to a baby gift! #MilkADeal

2011-07-28T18:43:00.000+08:00

Don't be a bore, check #Shilashower 's diaper cake out. It's a brilliant twist to a baby gift! #MilkADeal

zaman kanak2 aku. ko ade? hahaha

2011-07-28T15:46:00.003+08:00

setelah 20 tahun ak lahir, ak sangat bersyukur. walaupun kadang2 byk dugaan tapi terima kasih Allah s.w.t telah memberipeluan untuk ak berada pada hari ini. sejak kebelakangan ni ak teringat waktu zaman kecik2. hahaha. zaman x matang lagi.

waktu ak baby dulu parents ak still tinggal dengan tok wan and wan ak kt seremban. then bile parents ak nak belajar berdiri di kaki sendiri, dieorang pun sewa umah dekat TBC also known as Taman Bukit Chedang. disebabkan mak and abah ak keje dekat Port Dickson, so ade la atok and nenek depan umah ni volunteer nak jage ak and kakak ak. cucu sendiri die x nak jaga. tapi sebab kiteorang comel die nak jage. heeee :P

nama atok and nenek angkat ak Tok Wan Daud and Wan Esah. betul2 tinggal depan rumah kiteorang. abah slalu cerita, ak la paling liat nak balik umah sebab suke duk rumah wan and tok. memang manja kiteorang dengan mereka ni. atok bela banyak gile kucing. sebab ak fobia dengan kucing akibat digigit oleh kucing dieorang la. tok wan daud and wan esah ade name panggilan istimewa utk ak and kakak ak. kakak ak dieorang pangil chickedes (ak x reti nak eja) sempena name keropok yg twisties tu. kakak ak kn kurus cm lidi. ak plk die panggil potato' (qalqalah jgn lupe yea) sebab ak ni tembam sikit. hahaha

so after 4 years duduk ngn dieorang parents ak beli umah yang ak duduk sampai sekarang ni kat TTJ. hahaha. waktu sebelum tadika ak duduk ngn mak tam ak. akak ak g tadika ak duduk ngn mak tam ak. selalu tunggu akak ak balik. hihi.

dari kecik sampai besar ak suke balik kampung kedah sebab banyak kazen. bukan sebab kat seremban ni ak x suke tapi sebab atok ak garang ak jadi takut. hahaha, dulu bile balik kedah selalu picnic bwh pokok rambutan dengan arwah tok ak. dulu bentang tikar, cedok nasi dr dalam umah, duk kt bwh pokok. sekarang nk lalu pn takut sebab ari tu jmpe kulit ular yg lepas salin tu. hahahaha.

kalo dulu, bdk2 pmpuan main masak2. ak pun same jgk. hahaha. main dgn akk ak and jiran ak kdg2. mak ak sebok masak kiteorang pun same sekali menyibuk. tp bkn betul2. just amik air, amik bunga pokok kertas. hahaha. bile rendam dlm air jd warne merah, cakap air sirap. hahaha. bile nampak ladybird siap tangkap ltk dlm tupperware. bg makan daun lepas 2-3 ari pn mati la ladybird tu. hahaha

tp sekarang, tok wan daud dah meninggal. die meninggal pun x de sape bg tau kiteorang. wan esah da duk ngn anak2 die. da lame x jumpe. huhu. cuti puasa ni nak balik kedah. nak tlg tengok2 an tok wan. hihi

ak mengaku waktu kecik ak agk manja jgk. 7 thn beb x de adik. tibe2 ade adik. heh. kaco daun. hahaha. so sebab ak manja so ak ni agk cengeng sikit. dulu ak pn x paham nape bdk laki suke ejek ak. da tu ejek nama. dodol la durian r. sume name makanan nak bg kt ak. nk cakap ak kuat makan ak rs ak kurus je, hahaha. poyos! yg paling best ade tu pnggil darling.

waktu ak darjah 2 ade pertandingan kt sekolah ak. pakai baju tradisional. ala mcm fashion show la. ak jadi wakil kelas ak. hihi. mule2 mak ak nak kasi pakai baju cik siti wan kembang. last2 tukar. mak ak wat kimono. cantik. kaler biru. hahaha. then skolah mak ak pn wat jgk. utk anak2 staff. menang okie. dpt no 1. so hadiahnye barbie doll. tp yg lawaknye. x sampai beberape ari lps tu, ade cerita hantu 'Chucky" keluar tv. terus ak fobia nak main. siap ak gunting2 and rosakkan patung tu. hihi.

waktu skolah rendah mmg kelakar sebab waktu tu sume perangai tah pape. tp best jgk. dulu bwk bekal. mak ckp jgn mkn kt kantin. kotor! hahaha. so selalu share2 bekal. then bile mcm ade genk laki+pmpuan start la kenen2. haha. last2 msg2 da ade partner sendiri.

Experience a whole new level of rocking at #XPlayOpera ! Can't miss this!

2011-07-28T13:31:00.000+08:00

Experience a whole new level of rocking at #XPlayOpera ! Can't miss this!

mukabuku

2011-07-28T12:48:00.000+08:00

haha. ak bosan dok rumah. kalo ak cakap sorang2 ak rase ak gila kot x lame lagi. so today ak nak bebel pasal mukabuku khususnya penguna2 mukabuku.

ak perasan sejak kebelakangan ni ramai gile budak perempuan try nak jadi mcm hana tajima or yuna. semua nak pakai tudungstyle dieorang. ak x kesah kalau ko nak pakai tudung cam dieorang. tp kdg2 cube sesekali jangan terlalu over kalo ko nak tiru or copy org tu punye style. macam x de identiti. mata yang memandang kdg2 rimas je tgk. lepas tu wt ala2 photoshoot mcm masuk vogue magazine. ak bukan la seorang yang cantik or kaki melaram. tp trust me. orang yg melihat kita ni adalah juri yg paling jujur yang pernah kite ada. macam ak, penasihat pemakaian ak mak ak. she always know the best 4 me.

Personaliti. ak selalu tgk ANTM, Project Runaway, Fashion police waktu cuti. so pemakaian seseorang tu bergantung kpd personaliti org tu. fo example, ko seorang yg ceria and happy-go-lucky, x kan ko nak pakai ala2 gothic plk an? mesti ko nak pakai colour yg bright, xkan nak pakai kaler grey or black plk an?
Create your own style. xsalah nk up-to-date dgn trend skrg tp try to make the style/trend is yours. buat mcm ko yg create style tu bkn org lain. ni balik2 ak tgk tudung style hana-tajima, mesti pki maxi skirt. try something different. x kan pakai tudung style tu mesti pakai maxi. mix and match. jgn sbb org tu pakai mcm tu ko pn nk ikot jgk
self-confidence. kadang2 dah perfect dah cantik. tp pembawakan diri tu x ade. bile orang pandang ko mesti ade 2 sebab. 1st ko cantik 2nd ko pelik. kite kan perempuan. bile kite pakai sesuatu mesti kene confident wei. ko da melaram gile2 pastu ko malu wat ape. so jd yg no 2 tu ade la. biarlah ko selesa dengan pemakaian ko. jangan over the top sudah
lastly, tempat and masa. ko nak melaram cantik2 tahap diva setakat nak p minum kedai mamak or nak pergi amik exam x payah la. serabut weh. first macam p kedai mamak ko nak pakai gojes2 mcm nk p amik anugerah oscar wat ape. kedai mamak tmpt makan. kang x psl tumpah kari rosak baju ko weh. then ak ni student. so tiap kali periksa, ak pelik kenapa ak rase macam ak peg fashion show plk. mcm2 jenis orang pn ade. pakai baju kurung sudah. hahaha.

aku pun perempuan and suka juga melawa, tp back to basic girl.

Ramadan month is coming up. Be generous by sending #CreativelyDesigned hampers! #MilkADeal

2011-07-27T12:41:00.000+08:00

Ramadan month is coming up. Be generous by sending #CreativelyDesigned hampers! #MilkADeal

The #ProtonSagaFLX uses a stepless gear transition! Yes, really!

2011-07-26T20:03:00.000+08:00

The #ProtonSagaFLX uses a stepless gear transition! Yes, really!

I'm back 4 Good!

2011-07-26T17:17:00.001+08:00

okay. kawan start ade blog. jealous plk bile x aktif. hihi.

buat mira hamie. ak da update. siap ad gambar okie.

cuti=seronok=bosan

2010-11-09T12:44:00.001+08:00

seronok sebab x payah pikir ape2
bosan sebab x tau nak wat ape2
so boleh mati bahagia kebosanan.
sekian :)

hi everyone :)

2010-11-04T17:37:00.000+08:00

yeay. exam sudah habis. susah or senang? basically ade yang senang and ade yang susah. tp malas nk cakap. bende da lepas. life must go on.

i have a lot of stories to share.

first, about my ex-housemate. hahaha. dah ex sebab die volunteer nak keluar dr rumah. tpi die cakap kat ayah die kiteorg semua halau die, haha. ak memang x la kan sebab x de makne ak nak halau orang yang ak x pernah nk rapat pun. honestly, ak memang x suka die. entah lah. dr first time ak mmg x suka die. maybe care die yang suka menunjuk and gaya die yang agak over the top ni. hehehe. tapi back to the story. please la dei.. jangan nak wat cerite sedih kt mak ayah ko, kazen ko, sepupu ko yang lembut or orang2 dkt fb sbb care ko tu mcam ko nak tagih simpati. mcm org miskin sgt. dgr cerita, hari tu da bincang elok2 ko mengaku salah tapi dengan mak bapak ko ko still tipu ag. OMG! ko yang berlagak alim like pious sangat.tapi mak ayah ko tau ke ko 'alim' sangat ke kt sini. maybe ayah ko caye sbb ko anak die. tp kiteorg sume tau perangai ko tu eee. rs nk cubit2 je. hahaha. oh yea. actually die ni dah jilat ludah die balik. tapi bile tu la orang x sdar diri ni. payah wei. plus, kalo setiap kali ko peg mane2 ko ade masalah, rasenye ko yang bermasalah. hahaha

second, hehehe. ak nak belajar masak. sebab sekarang hobi ak makan. so why not ak belajar masak. nak makan luar? ak x mampu la. dgn service charge lagi. adoiiiiiiii. baik ak masak sendiri. t boleh menikah. hahahaha. :p ari tu ak n mak ak nk belajar wat cupcake so nanti kalo jd leh wat niaga. jangan risau. ak buat bukan nak duit but minat. hehehehe. so nnti ak ks testing okie. hahaha

third and fourth. ak da one year dengan afiq. hahahahaa. bahagia, rajin gaduh tapi gaduh tanda sayang. sekarang menanti die pulang ke sini. esok melaka sayang ku. hehehehehe

p/s: gmbr birthday and anniversary akan di update bile ak pulang seremban

cek mai cek mai

2010-10-20T18:49:00.000+08:00

hahaha. lepas lama x update. nah ak update.
first. tension! why?

boyfriend sebok dengan game
ade minah bajet bagus berlagak like die superior dr ak walhal u are NOTHING compared to me. at least i don't talk nonsense
exam. hahaha. tu la mak dah habaq hang jangan dok blajaq last2 minute. tengok hang dah naek jerawat. tempek sana sini. haisy!

hahahaha.

lastly. seronok. hahaha. why?

birthday x lama lagi. happy birthday to me! hahaha. desperate!
anniversary. happy 1 year not happy 1 malaysia okie. hahaha

so adios people. malas nak menaip mood nak study. booooooo!

Hello??

2010-09-25T06:47:00.002+08:00

instead of using goodbye why dont u start with a simple word which is hello?

maybe i'm the one u love to say goodbye..

please understand, appreciate and be like someone i used to know..

2010-08-21T23:59:00.001+08:00

They say loving you gives pains and full of sacrifices But I'll rather take pains and lots of sacrifices than not to be love by you.

2010-08-21T23:56:00.000+08:00

We are all a little weird and life's a little weird, and when we find someone whose weirdness is compatible with ours, we join up with them and fall in mutual weirdness and call it love.

How to start your presentation

2010-08-19T21:36:00.001+08:00

these are facts not lie.

2010-08-18T01:01:00.002+08:00

lesen tu nama ak! so what? nama ko ak ade hak jgk. jgn lupe msg2 kuar duit nk bayar kot. bkn kau seorang. hahahaa. so nak sangat? bayar balik la.

die x hormat ak dulu! hello? sape yg start ckp stupid (maybe tu je words yang die reti sebut). and berbagai-bagai kt facebook. ak ke? hahaha. ak cuma membalas balik je. an eye for an eye. ak nak permohonan minta maaf terbuka. sorry ak artis. artis mmg layak layanan sebegitu. slh ko la mengelabah x tentu pasal. ko ckp benda kecik. then yg ko nak besarkn kat fb wat ape? hahaha. bangang! sorry la. ko nak lawan dengan ak silap orang la ngok.

p/s: pelacor x kerja bulan ramadhan ni. wakakaka

ini kita panggil BABI!

2010-08-17T21:50:00.003+08:00

kenapa babi? haha. babi merupakan binatang yang paling hodoh dialam bumi ini. babi ni bukan sebab rupa wajah. ini disebabkan perangai. yea. perangai. perangai palat. kenapa?

mula lah baru x datang 2 hari dah kecoh. ak x datang bukan saja sebab malas. tapi sebab ak ade tanggungjawab ak sebagai seorang anak. salah ke seorang anak balik melawat ibu bapa mereka? pentingkah benda di alam duniawi atau untuk mengejar kekayaan.

and please stop all these nonsense. cakap pakai otak okie. ko dah silap orang la kalo cari pasal dengan ak. kan ak dah mengamuk ni. ak x buat kerja? so meh ak butirkan or ak perincikan so mata hati ko yang buta ak terangkan elok2.

pasal cincau and air gula. ak memang buat 1st day. tp 2nd day bilaafiq tnye, ko ckp awek ko buat semua. awek ko x nak jual air. segan. so kiteorg okie la. and because of that, kiteorg igt setiap ari benda sama. awek ko buat kiteorg tolong jual air. kiteorg x tau pun psl awek ko x nak buat dah ko x bg tau. so jangan salahkn kiteorg. setakat air gula and cincau. budak tadika pun boleh buat. xpayah la nak bising. x nak buat bg tau. ak x de la tahap pemalas x nak buat. ko nak wat utk laki ko je. kiteorg tarahal la.
then pasal lantai melekit. awek ko x leh cakap elok2 ke? kan afiq da terasa. so jgn salahkan ak kalo persahabatan ko selama 8 tahun tu renggang sebab macam tu je. ak x de kene mengena. drpd smlm ak diam ari ni je baru ak buka mulut. tu pun lps ko tuduh ak mcm2. slaah org la beb.
untung rugi sama rata la. x de sape boss. x de sape pekerja. sama2 keluar modal sama banyak. sama2 la bahagi untung rugi. sape ko nak bahagi2 duit. ko bayar byk ke? ak x datang dua hari bukan ko bancuh air ak pun. kalo nak bahagi untung. hello? tengok la air sapa byk untung waktu mula2. mungin awek ko sekarang. tp pikir la. campur korg dua boleh dapat sama banyak mcm kiteorg? x kan?? so jangan memandai la.
and pasal ak x buat kerja? afiq volunteer nak wat kerja ak. sukarela. not paksa rela. yang ko x puas hati apehal. awek ko buat ko punye. balak ak nak wat ak nye x boleh? ak ke queen control. salah ke ak ade boyfriend yang memahami jadual kelas ak? salah? nak suruh die duduk goyang kaki macam. ko. piraaaaaah. tau pun. ak student bukan penganggur. duduk makan duit je. ak belajar. paham?

so mulai sekarang, sorry la nama korang da black listed da dengan ak. malas da nak wat business dengan org PHD nih. hal korg laki bini ak x masuk campur. so jgn la nak masuk campur dengan hal ak laki bini.ko wat hal ko aku wat hal ak la. ni namanya ak dah mula berkira. x salahkan? korg da ajar ak math. hahaha

thank you!

ouh dear!

2010-08-06T14:01:00.003+08:00

hurm. sangat pelik bila ada orang yang tak reti buat kerja marah orang yang bersungguh-sungguh buat kerja. macam entah pape je. sepatutnye kita suka la kalo ade orang bawah kite tau buat kerja. ni tak. marah pula. benda nih bukan terjadi dekat ak. tapi dekat classmate ak. kesian die. kalo ak jadi die memang ak bantai balik laa.

bile kite x reti buat kerja sepatutnye kita mintak pertolongan orang. ajar kita macam mane nak buat kerja. bukan buat x tahu. lepas tangan. and bila orang lain bising marah cakap macam die x tau apa2. apa salahnya kita mintak tolong. kita admit we don't know nothing so that people will willingly guide us to the job.

sekarang nih, bg pendapat ak they should have back up plan. kalo x ak rase tunggang langgang.and not everyone are affordable to pay that amount of money. huhu.

sekian

my wish!

2010-08-06T00:41:00.001+08:00

NIKON COOLPIX L110

nikon coolpix L110

Type of Camera	Compact digital camera
Effective Pixels	12.1 million
Image Size (Pixels)	4,000×3,000 (High:4000), 4,000×3,000 (Normal:4000), 3,264×2,448 (Normal:3264), 2,592×1,944 (Normal:2592), 2,048×1,536 (Normal:2048), 1,024×768 (PC:1024), 640×480 (TV:640), 3968×2232 (16:9: 3968)
Lens	15x Zoom; f=5.0-75.0mm / F3.5-5.4
Vibration Reduction	Combination Image Sensor shift & ElectronicVR
Digital Zoom	Up to 4x
Focus Range	Normal mode: 50cm, Macro: 15cm
LCD Monitor	3.0"; 460,000-dot, TFT LCD with anti-reflection coating
Storage Media	SD memory cards (SDHC-compliant;) and internal memory (approx. 43MB)
File Format	Compressed [JPEG (EXIF )], MOV movie
Shooting Modes	Auto mode, Scene modes, Scene auto selector, Smart portrait mode, Sport continuous mode, Movie mode
Scene Modes	Portrait, Landscape, Night portrait, Party/indoor, Beach/snow, Sunset, Dusk/dawn, Night landscape, Close-up, Food, Museum, Copy, Backlight, Panorama assist
Capture Modes	Single, Continuous (approx. 1 fps up to 4 shots), BSS (Best Shot Selector), Multi-shot 16 (16 frames with a single burst)
Video Recording	Yes (with stero sound)
Exposure Metering System	256-segment matrix metering, Center-weighted metering, Spot metering
Sensitivity	Auto (auto gain ISO 80-800), Sport continuous (ISO 640 to 3200), Manual selection: ISO 80, 100, 200, 400, 800, 1600, 3200, 6400
White Balance	Auto, Preset manual, Daylight, Incandescent, Fluorescent, Cloudy, Flash
Self-Timer	10 sec. duration
Flash Sync Modes	Auto, Auto with red-eye reduction, Off, Fill flash, Slow sync
Pictmotion	No
Supported Languages	Total of 24 languages
Power Requirements	Rechargeable Ni-MH Battery EN-MH2 (optional) x 4, AA-size battery (LR6/L40 alkaline, or FR6/L91 lithium) x 4, AC Adaptor EH-67 (optional)
Battery Life (on a fully charged battery)	Approx. 270 shots with alkaline batteries; Approx. 840 shots with lithium batteries; Approx. 500 shots with EN-MH2 batteries (based on CIPA standard)
Dimensions	Approx. 108.9 × 74.3 × 78.1 mm excluding projections
Supplied Accessories (may differ by country or area)	Camera Strap AN-CP21, LR6/L40 (AA-size), alkaline batteries, USB cable UC-E6, Audio Video Cable EG-CP14, Lens Cap LC-CP20, Software Suite CD-ROM
Weight (without batteries and memory card)	Approx. 406 g

2010-07-30T20:30:00.003+08:00

ak pun x tau macam mane selama ni ak blh tahan? ak pun xtau mcm mne ak blh sbar. maybe hati ak dah immune kot. salahke ak peg makan dengan kawan perempuan? bukan ade lelaki. bukan ak melepak. cuma peg makan. pun kene marah. lepas makan terus bla balik kelas. ad discussion dengan classmates pun kene mara? bukannya ak duduk mengumpat. pasal subjek yang ade kene mengena dengan markah final ak. salah kah ak?

don't do something stupid

2010-07-24T21:16:00.003+08:00

kalo nk open hair sgt, open je la. x payah nk berlagak alim depan orang pakai tudung, belakang terdedah sane sini. lepas tu muka dah kene tagged br nk ckp., "eh x tau la" bla la wei. tolong lah. apa kau buat hanya menampakkan kebodohan ko je.

Concept of Wealth and Money in Islam

2010-07-23T22:42:00.001+08:00

White baby born to black parents (not albino)

2010-07-23T10:01:00.001+08:00

Wanita - Siti Nurhaliza

2010-07-15T21:39:00.001+08:00

i stop loving you when....

2010-07-15T15:19:00.001+08:00

i fall in love with other guy..

i stop caring about you...

i stop being jealous to any woman close to you....

i'm totally ignoring you....

i don't cry for you...

i hate when i heard your name...

i think man in uniform is so hot! :)

2010-07-11T10:41:00.001+08:00

hahaha. ari ahad yang lalu, ak balik seremban. naik ktm. punya la ramai orang. nasib baik bwk beg laptop je. nak di jadikan cerita, dr batu tiga ke kl sentral and dr kl sentral ke seremban ak naik koc wanita. tapi ade jugak la mamat2 yang tersesat. nk kata x paham bahasa melayu ak rasa yang naik tu kebanyakkannya orang melayu. btw, sah ramai jugak la lelaki yang uzur naik train. hahahaha. :D

waktu ak dalam perjalanan nak balik, tiba2 kabel ktm tu meletop. whoa! haha. berdetak2 jantung ak. nampak la cahaya api tu. satu koc tu panic. al-maklumlah koc wanita. hehehe. tapi yang menghangatkan cerita ak ialah ak rs lelaki dalam uniform sangatlah smart. i love! hahaha. abg yg jaga koc wanita ni sangatla gentleman. die halau lelaki2 yang x paham bahasa ni peg koc sebelah. hehehe. dapat ak sit nk duduk. terima kasih yea abg ktm.

hehe. seronok jugak la balik kali ini. ak dapat hadiah dr abah and mak ak sebab keputusan intersesi ak yang sangat memberansangkan. wakakakaka. hadiah? hehehe :p

INDEPENDENT

2010-07-03T21:15:00.001+08:00

attention! people. tomorrow, will be the last day for me. i'm going back to shah alam. sekejap sangat cuti. huhu. new semester. new life. new house and new housemates. hahaha.

wish me luck people!

Andy Williams - Can't Take My Eyes Off You (Oct. 1967)

2010-07-01T12:13:00.001+08:00

total eclipse - of my heart

2010-07-01T10:07:00.001+08:00

total eclipse of my heart. hehehehe

2010-07-01T09:56:00.003+08:00

ni lagu lame. zaman mak2 ak dulu. hehehe

(Turn around) every now and then I get a little bit lonely and you're never coming round

(Turn around) every now and then I get a little bit tired of listening to the sound of my tears

(Turn around) every now and then I get a little bit nervous that the best of all the years have gone by

(Turn around) every now and then I get a little bit terrified and then I see the look in your eyes

(Turn around, bright eyes) Every now and then I fall apart

(Turn around, bright eyes) Every now and then I fall apart

And I need you now tonight and I need you more than ever

And if you only hold me tight We'll be holding on forever

And we'll only be making it right 'cause we'll never be wrong

Together we can take it to the end of the line

Your love is like a shadow on me all of the time (all of the time)

I don't know what to do and I'm always in the dark

We're living in a powder keg and giving off sparks

I really need you tonight, forever's gonna start tonight

Forever's gonna start tonight

Once upon a time I was falling in love, but now I'm only falling apart

There's nothing I can do... a total eclipse of the heart

Once upon a time there was light in my life, but now there's only love in the dark

Nothing I can say... a total eclipse of the heart

(Turn around) bright eyes, Every now and then I fall apart

(Turn around) bright eyes, Every now and then I fall apart

And I need you now tonight

And I need you more than ever

And if you'll only hold me tight

We'll be holding on forever

And we'll only be making it right

Cause we'll never be wrong together

We can take it to the end of the line

Your love is like a shadow on me all of the time (all of the time)

I don't know what to do, I'm always in the dark

We're living in a powder keg and giving off sparks

I really need you tonight

Forever's gonna start tonight

Forever's gonna start tonight

Once upon a time I was falling in love

But now I'm only falling apart

Nothing I can say

A total eclipse of the heart

A total eclipse of the heart

8 months

2010-06-30T19:37:00.001+08:00

sayang,

walaupun u gemuk i kurus,

u hitam i putih,

u tinggi sikit dr i,

mata u besar mata i kecik,

saiz seluar u 32 i 26,

tp i still love u sayang!

happy anniversary my dear afiq ismail

persefahaman

2010-06-30T15:06:00.001+08:00

persefahaman orang lain2 kan? huhu. kalo kite point untuk orang lain, tp orang lain pulak terasa kan? huhuhu. pelik. kite ckp psl benda lain tp orang lain paham benda lain. complicated sgt.

2010-06-27T13:49:00.003+08:00

Oftentimes we say goodbye to the person we love without wanting to. Though that doesn’t mean that we've stopped loving them or we've stopped to care. Sometimes goodbye is a painful way to say I love you.

semua manusia sama sahaja

2010-06-27T11:27:00.001+08:00

kita marah dekat orang tu n orang ni macam2. kita kutuk kita main cakap lepas saja. tp cuba kita tengok and lihat la kan, semua yang kita kutuk tu perangai kita pun sama jgk. x lebih x kurang. nak kata kita baik.x. kita bukan sesiapa nk menilai. sebab tu, sebelum bercakap fikir la. nanti, diri sendiri akan kena balik.

so, betul la ckp orang, nobody is perfect. we need to learn to keep the mouth shut because between you and me there is nothing different. tQ!

QMT makes me realized!

2010-06-27T11:19:00.001+08:00

hahaha. setelah 4 ari ak cuti, ak rindu kepada belajar. i missed when i woke up in the morning, doing the past year examination, then taking a break watching mis tres hermanas. 2 p.m went to class. then go 4 dinner, watching football with him and classmates. best thing ever! br rase betul2 mcm life as a student.

it is not about study 24/7. it is about taking some break and had a moment for yourself. enjoying the life. hahaha. cari rumah hantu dkt shah alam. quite nerve breaking. hehehe. jalan2 di lorong haji taib untuk tengok mak nyah yg cun2. wow!

i miss the part when we all sit together doing the assignment and revision. tension with the calsulation and drawing. you know how it feel to draw box to another box. decision tree. tired! but happy when you get the right answer.

and i am enjoying my life as a student and i can't wait for the next semester. yeay!

Spice Girls - Wannabe - Lyrics

2010-06-26T14:04:00.001+08:00

backstreet boys - show me the meaning (with lyrics)

2010-06-26T13:56:00.000+08:00

Britney Spears Baby one more time lyrics

2010-06-26T13:39:00.000+08:00

Walk Away by Kelly Clarkson (lyrics)

2010-06-26T13:33:00.000+08:00

Kelly Clarkson Breakaway (With Lyrics)

2010-06-26T13:31:00.000+08:00

2010-06-24T09:46:00.000+08:00

sebelum ni ak cume tgk orang je sakit tekak. sekarang ak pulak sakit tekak. nk makan pun susah! adoi. huhu. selesema lg. bile la nk baik nih. huhuhu. pedih jgk. nk mkn besar pun susah/

QMT 425

2010-06-20T10:56:00.000+08:00

next week da test! hehehehe.

hari rabu, 23 june 2010 pukul 9 hingga 12.

then cuti! yeay baby. hahaha.

korang da seronok cuti 2 bulan. ak br nk cuti. hehehhe

adios QMT 425!

happy becoming birthday lil sis

2010-06-13T10:05:00.000+08:00

nur dania binti mohamed shahar

14 June 1997

happy birthday budak gemok!

dah 13 tahun so be mature!

x boleh main2 n yg penting x blh manja2 lg.

booo!!!

hidup ak pada minggu2 lepas.

2010-06-13T10:00:00.000+08:00

setelah berminggu tidak mencoret dalam blog ini, inilah masa yang sesuai. huhu. first of all, setelah 13 tahun tidak pernah naik bas untuk perjalanan jauh akhirnya, 10 Jun yang lalu mencatat satu lagi sejarah dalam hidup ak. hehehe. ak naik bas balik ke kampung, sg.petani seorang diri. walaupun agak takut tapi akhirnya ak sampai juga ke destinasi yang ingin dituju. by the way, ak naik KPB ekspress. laju la jgk die bwk. seram. da la naik bus tgh2 malam.

ak da tgk result ak utk last semester. alhamdulillah. walaupun terok still ak bersyukur je la. wake up call for me. x boleh main2. x de repeat subjek. ak agk tension jgk la sbb org lain result terok ak plk yang kne dgr ceramah. huhu

pernah x korang rasa diri korg x penting? huhu. ak selalu rasa mcm tu. ak ni bile susah je orang cari bile senang ditinggalkan. and bile jauh dari seseorang kita nak perhatian. ak ni jenis pegang janji orang.. kalo orang tu janji mcm ni.. mcm ni lah ak nak. tp sekarang ni makin lame makin susah ak nk dengar or percaye ckp orang. sebab lain yang dicakap lain yang jadi. huhu.

esok ak ade test QMT. bile jauh dr kawan2 ak susah rasenye nk belajar. x de org ak boleh rujuk. nk tau jawapan ak wat ni betol ke x. huhu. adoi. then assignment lg. btw next week ialah minggu terakhir ak di uitm. hehehe.

adios shah alam.. :)

2010-05-26T21:15:00.001+08:00

pernah x dengar lagu shahir af8? kebahagiaan dalam perpisahan. xpernah dengar. dengarlah

2010-05-23T21:31:00.002+08:00

I loved you once, I love you still, I always have, I always will...

hell yeah! ak akn berambus.

2010-05-22T20:50:00.002+08:00

sorry to say. but ak memang dah MENYAMPAH dengan orang yang HIPOKRIT. tolonglah. depan ak jgn la ko nak BERLAKON macam sial. mcm ak x kenal ko sape. PLEASE! ko X LAYAK pun nk dapat TUMPUAN ak. ak x paham la. kenapa x JUST BE YOURSELF. x payah la ko nak BERLAGAK ataupun MENUNJUK depan ak yang ko ade LEBIH dr ak. selama hampir 20 tahun ak hidup, x pernah sekali pun ak rase ak nak menunjuk dekat orang lain ak HEBAT atau ak BAGUS dr ko. x pernah. ak x tau la ko JEALOUS dengan ak. and FYI, ko dengan BOYFRIEND ko boleh peg MAMPOS. BERLAKON depan orang lain, depan ak. mcm ak x KENAL or x tau PERANGAI korang yang sangat DISGUSTING. hell yeah. ko peg MATI la. ak mmg MENYAMPAH. ABSOLUTELY! and untuk orang lain, kalo ape2 jd kt MINAH tu jangan tanye ak lg. ak da bg tau korang x percaya. still nk dengar cerita MENGARUT die. so korang jangan sebuk2 nk cr ak lagi. sebab ak da SO OVER dengan korang.

amazing weekend :)))

2010-05-10T16:41:00.000+08:00

holla!

hehehe. semalam merupakan hari yang indah. semalam hari ibu. pagi2 lagi ak da bangun awal nk buat breakfast utk mak.. hehehe. and in the same time for afiq.two special people in my life :D

mak slalu bangun awal buat breakfast untuk kiteorg so maybe ak buat x berapa sedap. sandwich je. tapi kira okie la. hehehe. sandwich 3 rasa. hehehe. sardin, carrot and telur. penah try x? resepi ni aunty ak yg ajar. da lama dah. tp baru2 ni je ak br teringat. teringin sekali nk makan.

ak buat sandwich nih jgk sbb dulu afiq da masak untuk ak. so ini lah masa ak nk balas blk. hehehe. walaupun simple je. okie la. utk breakfast. selepas 9 ari x jumpe (yes.. i'm still counting), smalam br kiteorg jumpa. rasa sekejap sangat. hehehe

and for the very first time i drove in the middle of Seremban, ALONE! hahaha. afiq ckp ak fokus gile. hehe. to be honest the only person i was thinking when i'm driving is my dad! haha. die slalu mara ak time drive. so ak igt la die. FOKUS! hahaha. kereta die lagi pun. kalo accident sape nk jawab. huhu

semalam sangat special. ak raikan 2 org yg plg penting dalam hidup ak. so i just want to say I LOVE YOU, MAK! and I ALSO LOVE YOU MUHAMAD AFIQ! :)

yang terindah~~~

2010-05-05T13:11:00.002+08:00

Semenjak kau hadir dalam hidupku

Tiada lagi keresahan

Kau mengetuk pintu hatiku

Tanpa sedar hingga ku izinkan

Kau yang bernama cinta

Kau yang memberi rasa

Kau yang ilhamkan bahagia

Hingga aku terasa indah

Maaf jika ku tidak sempurna

Tika bahagia mula menjelma

Bila keyakinan datang merasa

Kasih disalut dengan kejujuran

Mencintai dirimu

Merindui dirimu

Memiliki dirimu

Hingga akhir hayat bersama kamu

Kau yang bernama cinta

Kau yang memberi rasa

Kau yang ilhamkan bahagia

Hingga aku terasa indah

Kau yang bernama cinta

Hingga aku rasa indah

2010-05-05T11:44:00.000+08:00

I keep on fallin

In and out of love

With you

Sometimes I love ya

Sometimes u make me blue

Sometimes I feel good

At times I feel used

Lovin you darlin

Makes me so confused

I keep on

Fallin

In and out of love with you

I never loved someone

The way that I love you

Oh oh I never felt this way

How do you give me so much pleasure

And cause me so much pain

Just when I think

Ive taken more than would a fool

I start fallin' back in love with you

I keep on

Fallin'

In and out of love with you

I never loved someone

The way that I love you

kebetulan?

2010-05-05T09:32:00.002+08:00

huhu. last night i found out that i sat beside my boyfriend ex during my last paper. what a small world.

i was so excited and i called my boyfriend to tell him the story.but later i found that his ex ask him to go to Melawati with her. is that a coincidence???

i feel uneasy. uncomfortable. unsecure....

pengguna jalan raya di malaysia sangat MEMENTINGKAN DIRI

2010-05-04T15:25:00.000+08:00

ak pelik la org2 kat Malaysia nih. adakah ak yang tak mempunyai pertalian darah atau sedara patut jaga nyawa mereka?

ko nk masuk jalan tanpa tengok kiri kanan, bawak motor ngok ngek, nak lintas jln x pyh tgk kiri kanan, bwk kereta mcm bengong. jalan sehala nk jgk masuk. BODOH. korang nak ak jaga nyawa korg? rsnye mcm xperlu je. da korg x sayang nyawa korg. kalo pape jd tau plk bising. nk report polis la, nk mintak ganti rugi la, suro antar hospital la. da korang bwk mcm ntah pape. nk suro ak jgk jaga.

weh ko kalo bwk kereta ke, motor ke, nk lintas jalan ke.. boleh x guna otak tu sikit. jgn nk menyusahkan org lain & diri sendiri. kalo da Tuhan kasi kita nih sempurna, jgn la sbb kecuaian kita sendiri x pasal2 nanti hilang anggota badan br tahu.

nasihat ini untuk semua orang. x kesah la pelintas ke, yg bwk basikal ke, motor ke yg rempit ke x rempit, yg bwk kereta mewah ke murah or yang bwk lori or van tu including treler tayar 8,10 or 12 tu..

( - _ -)

2010-05-03T18:25:00.000+08:00

ckp rindu la ape la. tp kalo nk mara je baik x payah. sakit ati jgk msg2. boleh x kita x bergadoh wlpn sekali dlm seminggu. x larat.
dgn org lain blh je sabar tp dgn ak?

isu-isu semasa

2010-05-02T13:09:00.000+08:00

wow. ari ni ak bkk blog da laen. huhuhu. so tbe2 ar ni rasa nk tulis pasal hal ehwal semasa. bukan nk cerita pasal kes budak 15 thn kene tembak polis atau ape. nih pasal warga asing..

warga asing dkt negara kita nih mkin banyak an.. huhu. peg shopping complex ade dieorg. peg pekan jumpe dieorg. peg pasar pun dieorg ade. bersepah-sepah. mane lg tmpat dieorg x ade? even pekan yang terletak padang jarak padang terkukur pun ade je dieorg...

eventhough dieorg cari keje nk cr rezeki bg duit kat anak bini dieorg dkt negara dieorg tu... tp ade jgk warga asing nih ak rs mcm x selesa. ak jalan dkt terminal one, seremban ak rase sgt takot. sbb blh dikatakan bilangan warga asing nih lagi byk dr warga tempatan. rs mcm org asing plk ak. smlm pun sama, peg econsave pun ad jgk warga asing...

ade tu yang baik. x kaco orang. ade jgk warga asing nih yang suka wat hal. kaco ketenteraman awam la, mengancam keselamatan.. huhu. try naek ktm. bile warga asing nih naik je, memekak je.

yg menjadi kemusykilan dlm kepala ak nih ialah, bilangan org asing yg terlalu banyak nih kerajaan x sedar ke? x kawal ke? huhuhu. banyak sgt la. try la control. ntah2 satu ari t, kte da x dpt beza mane satu warga tempatan n warga asing. hehehe

p/s: sayangku da x jd bangla lg kan?

bila rindu~

2010-05-01T00:38:00.002+08:00

di keheningan malam
termenungku berseorang
tak lena mata dipejam
terdengar suara terngiang
suara merdu disayang
bagai kau di depan mata
ku capai tapi tak kenal
sukarnya memendam rasa
ingin ku luahkan kata

bila rindu terkenang mu siang terasa sayu
syahdunya jiwaku bila malam, makin kelam
jauh terbang diriku melayang
aku rindu, sentuhan mu ku rasa sayu
inginkan jiwa mu selubungi jiwa ini bawa ku dalam pelangi
melepasi segala hati ini

jauh anganku lena, ku rasa kita bersama, kau bawa ku kesana
ke alam kisah yang lama, kenangan didalam jiwa
bila tersedar semula, disisi ku kau tiada
sukarnya ku pendam rasa, ingin ku luahkan semula

sesungguhnya kita mestilah
wujudkan sefahaman dan hormatmu
hormati, ikhlas, kasih
makin tak ada bertemu semula

awan yang mencas semesta
menyampaikan pesan kesunyian kanda sendiri
kesepian yang menyelubungi hari hari ku
disajikan doa doa ku kerana rindu
yang menanti kau datang dan pergi seperti mimpi mimpi
ku fantasiku
bukan dongeng lagi sayup kedengaran
disisi cuping disetiap corong lorong yang lohong
benar ku x bohong bila hati menyanyi.

April sudah berlalu!

2010-04-30T23:15:00.004+08:00

di saat ak tulis blog ini bermaksud:

exam ku sudah habis!
ari ini genap 6 bulan ak dan dia! hehehehe

sudah lama ak da x update blog ni. busy! 2 weeks dengan exam yg memeningkan kepala otak ak.

so ak akn ceritakan sedikit sebanyak ape yg terjadi 2 minggu yg lepas.
bulan april nih memang famous dengan bulan April fool. tp ak bkn nk cerita psl april fool ak kene tipu ke ape. bulan april nih bulan ak kurang bernasib baik.

ak dapat berita kurang mengenakkan. tu ak mmg malas nk cerita. then bulan nih bulan pling byk ak n dia bergadoh. huhu. kurang sabar. cepat terasa. adoi. kene belajar byk10000x bersabar nih. huhuhu.
tp kiteorg bukan bergadoh je sepanjang masa. ade jgk benda yang menggembirakan. hahahaha.
die masak untk ak. so sweet!!!!!!! selain abah ak, die la lelaki yg masak untuk ak. hehehehe. i love u syg!!!!

then kiteorg pergi lawat tmn cahaya seri alam. hehehehe. tempat first kiteorg peg jalan2 sejak couple. imbas kembali kenangan lama. waaa!! hehehe

then bulan nih ak final. final yang memeningkan gap da la ade yg x ade. ad yg x ade. huhuhuhu.

sakit kepala. adoi... tp ape nk wat. da nsb bdn. huhu.

tp ari nih jugak bermaksud ari terakhir ak jumpa dia. td dia antar ak pulang. last minute plan cancelled. mak x jd nk amik. huhu.

may be jumpa balik dis sunday or monday. x pun tunggu la 9hb may.

p/s: syg u ad bantal i, i ade??

aku punye hati sape nak jaga...

2010-04-13T21:17:00.002+08:00

aku selalu jaga hati orh. perasaan org. kdg2 ade yang ak x sedar ak ade sakitkan hati orang. tp trust me. ak da wat yang terbaik nk jaga hati semua.

tp kadang2 ak pelik. sebab orang x pernah nk jaga hati ak. ak sedih ak nk pujok. ak sunyi ak nk org teman ak. ak gembira ak nk share kegembiraan ak. ade orang cr ak bile susah. bile senang?? huhu.

tp sekarang entahlah. ak pun x tau. ak ke yang salah. or ak ke yg terasa lebih..

boleh x buat ak rs ak penting dlm hidup korg??

i'm tired!!!!

2010-04-04T11:48:00.002+08:00

ak actually da fed-up dgn ko. fed-up ko tau x???? ak da x blh nk tolerate ngn perangai ko sume. ak da penat nk tgk ko menipu. ak da penat nk jaga ko. ak pelik sape ptt jaga sapa. ko pkir2 la sendiri baik burok perangai ko.

p/s: kalo ko yg wat salah jgn ckp kt org lain, org lain yg wat salah. jgn putar belit cter mcm ******. muak da ngn ko

my test!

2010-04-02T16:29:00.003+08:00

Rabu 21/04/2010 09.00-12.00 : HRM 533
Khamis 22/04/2010 02.00-06.00 : MGT 420
Jumaat 23/04/2010 08.30-11.30 : FIN 420

Isnin 26/04/2010 02.15-05.15 : MKT 420
Selasa 27/04/2010 02.15-04.15 : CTU551

Jumaat 30/04/2010 08.30-11.30 : IBM 530

Sengsara tak jadual ak? Gap ak sikit2. Dan yg menyedihkan 3 hari berturut-turut exam. MATI!

2010-04-02T16:05:00.001+08:00

The couple that fights the most is the one most in love... it shows they care enough to notice the other one screwed up and care enough to mention it to the person so they can fix it. When you stop fighting it means you stopped caring.

i totally hate myself....

2010-04-02T13:24:00.002+08:00

i think this week was disaster. i recieved a very BAD, BAD news and i don't know how to tell my parents about it. i'm so SAD what that person have done. i was ashamed, confused and stress.

does "that person" knows what have he/she done can get my parents upset????

i don't know who "that person" now.. somebody who is very close to me know is someone that i don't know at all.

to my dearest afiq, i'm sorry.. i'm make you down last night. i'm sorry because i'm such a pathetic girl and i mad at u for a small thing. i'm really sorry.

i'm not being myself for the past few days. i'm sorry for everyperson in this world if i ever hurt ur feelings. forgive me...

Business baru!

2010-04-01T16:33:00.004+08:00

so sape2 yg perlu bantuan mengenai komputer sila2 la contact die...

bubur ayam mcD!!!!

2010-03-28T12:35:00.003+08:00

haha.. currently at McD kota kemuning. tgh sakit perot tp dok bantai mkn bubur ayam lg and fries. da la tu i'm alone. belajar HRM. tomorrow ade quiz! hahaha. malas. in front of me ad mamat cina nih. tekun gile die study. hahaha. mcm mne ak nk smgt tu. adoi.

p/s: i need to use the toilet. anone pls look after my lappy!!!!

it would be different starting from today..

2010-03-26T13:30:00.002+08:00

it would be different starting from today because my thursday and friday day out time with him is finally over! huhu. he got a job at a cyber cafe. and he wouldn't have time to spend with me.

and of course i'm happy for him. he wouldn't have to worry about money problem at all but in the same time i'm a little bit sad. thursday and friday would be my day. i repeat my day. but how could i say no to him.

but at least, maybe it is now my time to study for my final and the happy news is he is done with emall. huhuhu

L.A.L.A.N.G

2010-03-18T14:26:00.003+08:00

hoho. sudah lame tidak ku update blog ku ini. da berhabuk rasenya. sudah hampir sebulan ak x balik rumah. wooo. sedih :( minggu nih ak mesti balik juga rumah. x tau rumah ak tu mcm mane.. ntah same ke x lagi. huhuhu..

sekarang nih ak bkn nk cter psl balik rumah ke ape.. tp ak nk cerita psl lalang..
seperti korang sedia maklum lalang ialah sejenis tumbuhan.. orang x suka lalang nih. mcm mak ak kalo ade lalang yg tumbuh mst die cabut. huhuhu.. tp sekarang ak bkn nk cerita psl lalang tumbuhan ni... tp lalang yg lain...

lalang cerita ak ialah mengenai situasi ak di universiti. ak bkn lah jenis yg stick in 1 group. ak suka kawan dengan sumeorg. maybe ak baik or rapat dgn certain people tp x bermakna la ak x nk rapat dgn yg lain..

mak ak pernah pesan kawan biar seribu...

course ak ni ade 2 kelas. dulu ad 1 kelas je. group A and B. ak sebenarnya byk kelas dgn group B. tp kawan2 ak yg ak rapat byk kelas A. ak nih mcm lalang sikit. cth nye subjek MGT n FIN ak kelas A, kls mkt, HRM, CTU, IBM ak kelas B. so mmg ak gamble la msk kelas nih. x kira lah ak ade kwn ke x asalkan ak belajar...

tp bile ade konflik diantara 2 kelas nih.. lalang2 ni lah yg menjadi mangsa keadaan. diluah mati emak, ditelan mati anak. hahaha, kdg2 ak pun pening. next sem ak try x jd lalang. ak jd lalang pun sbb ak nk susun jadual. iyelah sekarang ni kan kne pndai bahagi2 masa.. hehehehe

ak harap dua2 kelas nih x de la berpuak lagi. lg 4 sem kite nk bersama...

Happy Birthday Sayang

2010-03-03T09:11:00.004+08:00

happy birthday dear!
sweet 22 :D

may Allah bless u
semoga panjang umur murah rezeki & bahagia selalu..

i LOVE u syg!!!!!

here are some products 4 my business

2010-02-26T15:20:00.002+08:00

manicure set

inside :)

casing handphone :)

pencil case :)

lebih baik

2010-02-26T15:07:00.001+08:00

tido..
kemas bilik
tgk wayang sorg2
makan mcD
peg jalan2 dgn member
balik rumah

dr ak duduk dkt sini sorg2 je. benci!

melepak tanpa hala tuju..

2010-02-26T12:56:00.002+08:00

sekarang nih tgh melepak dkt club house kota kemuning. dengan boyfriend yg asyk tido je. perut tgh lapar dr td x makan.

skrg nih tgh tgk org main game. pening! mcm ntah pape. ak pun pelik knape bdk laki suke sgt main game terutama skali ps2. x de la best pon. bosan jeh. kalo suro pilih antara main game dgn awek sure2 dieorg pilih game. laki. adoi. cepat la masa berlalu...

2010-02-25T19:12:00.002+08:00

THANX a lot to my PBSM...
ak x boleh balik dlm tempoh 2 minggu ni
sebab?
1) kelas koko yg dr pukul 2 sampai pukul 6..
2) Modul yg dibuat jauh nak mati sampai ak rs ak x leh nk balik.

kenapa lah korang nih sgt KEJAM???

Vanilla Twilight

2010-02-20T13:22:00.002+08:00

The stars lean down to kiss you,

And I lie awake I miss you,

Pour me a heavy dose of atmosphere.

Cause I'll doze off safe and soundly,

But I'll miss your arms around me

I'll send a postcard to you dear,

Cause I wish you were here.

I watch the night turn light blue,

But it's not the same without you,

Because it takes two to whisper quietly,

The silence isn't so bad,

Till I look at my hands and feel sad,

Cause the spaces between my fingers

Are right where yours fit perfectly.

I'll find opposing new ways,

Though I haven't slept in two days,

Cause cold nostalgia chills me to the bone.

But drenched in Vanilla twilight,

I'll sit on the front porch all night,

Waist deep in thought because when I think of you.

I don't feel so alone.

As many times as I blink I'll think of you... tonight.

I'll think of you tonight.

When violet eyes get brighter,

And heavy wings grow lighter,

I'll taste the sky and feel alive again.

And I'll forget the world that I knew,

But I swear I won't forget you,

Oh if my voice could reach back through the past,

I'd whisper in your ear,

Oh darling I wish you were here.

semalam-->> gila!

2010-02-20T12:09:00.006+08:00

hahaha. semalam gila okie. semuanya bermula di stesen komuter Seremban. hehehe

inilah stesen komuter seremban :)

aku n kakak ak nak pergi midvalley. kakak ak nk jumpe kawan2 die.. ak plak nk jumpe kekasih hati. hehhe. sedang kami menunggu train tibe2 datang seorang pak cik cina tua ni..

tmpt berlakunya kejadian :)

die bertanya kepada kakak ku ' amoi mau peg mane??' kakak ku jwb 'mau peg kl. jumpe kawan'.. nak di jadikan cerita pak cik cina tu mempunyai masalah pendengaran. so die cakap ' amoi mau peg keja ka? pak cik mau ikot'. taktala mendengar sahaja perkataan mau ikot tu.. sah dalam pikiran kami berdua pak cik nih gila..

nasib kami baik sebab train pun sampai. pak cik tu msk pintu lain. kami msk ikot pintu lain. kami igt da selamat. rupenya. x lagi. pak cik tu pindah ke gerabak kami. kami berdoa saja pak cik tu x perasan kami. nasib baik die duk kt tmpt lain. di hujung gerabak. sepanjang perjalanan selama sejam 40 min tu kami tawakal sahaja.

sampai sahaja di mid valley.. pak cik gila tu pun turun jgk kt situ. adoi. kami mcm org ape je kt situ. menyorok. takut pak cik cina tu perasan kami. seriously ak bkn nk kate ape.. bile org tua dr kite tegor kite x kan la kite nk wat x tau. tp ak x sangka pulak die tu gila. n yg menjadi ak pelik mcm mane org gila blh lps msk komuter???

i love u!

2010-02-19T22:30:00.006+08:00

kenapa saya x jumpe awak lagi 2 tahun dr sekarang?

kenapa saya bercinta dengan awak 3 bulan yg lepas?

kenapa saya jd classmate awk 6 bulan yg lepas?

tp.. saya bersyukur. sbb saya tau awaklah org yg saya sayang. saya cinta. saya malu nk mengaku. tp ini lah hakikatnya. saya x perlu tercari-cari lagi. sapa yg akan bersama saya sepanjang hidup saya. sbb saya tau saya ade awak.

I LOVE U, MUHAMAD AFIQ BIN ISMAIL

ape yg buat saye tenang??

2010-02-19T20:35:00.005+08:00

nk tau x benda ape yg bile ak tgk ak rase tenang sgt? ak blh lupa semua masalah ak... ak blh lupe segala mcm bnda.

Neil Luqman :)

Amir Danish

Aliya Izzati & Adam Haris

jawapnnya : BABIES..

huhu.. x tau lah. td ak rs sgt down. sedih. teramat. sebab? malas nk cerita. dgn muka yg mmg mcm org br lps nanges ak naik komuter. then tbe2 ade psgn ni br dpt anak. comel giler baby dieorg. bile baby tu senyum tbe2 ak da x sedih dah. ak lupe segala masalah ak. ak lupe org sekeliling ak. baby nih mcm ade satu magik kan? die blh wat kite tersenyum. even org tu tua, muda, berbeza bangsa, agama. baby nih mcm org tgh.. die blh merapatkan hubungan org.

p/s: org yg buang anak ni x bersyukur ke? setengah org tu even x dpt anak nak anak. hargai lah mereka.

i'm starting a new business!

2010-02-18T12:26:00.003+08:00

haha. skrg nih i'm on my way to start a new business. not multi-level or seangkatan dengannye.

idea nih dtg dr aunty ak. disebabkan die rajin melancong. kejap2 jakarta la, china la, vietnam la n then selalu pergi shopping berlambak-lambak sbb harga murah2 n kt malaysia ni susah nk dpt so die nk jual barang2 yg die beli tuh. ak nih sekadar tlg advertise die punye barang je. tolong2 promote. hehehe.

tp ak igt nk jual barang sekali. biase lah. student. nk duit lbih. nk pinjam ptptn mls nk byr blk. so baik ak berniaga. da kate bdk business. ak x terpikir lagi nk jual ape.. so kalo korg ade any ideas bg tau la ak. or kalo korg ade brg nk suro ak promote ak x kesah. bg tau je.

business ak nih maybe start dlm bln 3. tunggu aunty ak blk dr indonesia. i'm sooooo excited okie. :D

2010-02-17T09:45:00.003+08:00

wewit. da lame x bkk blog. bkn sebuk ke ape. tp malas. sekarang nih sebuk bergelumang dgn assignment. bile free main farmville je. sbb impian ku utk menjadi petani berjaya.

okie ari sabtu ari tu ak blk kg. mcm2 jd. entah la. kdg2 ak malas. malas nk pikir semua benda. malas sbb bile ak ckp ak blk kne marah. so better i keep my mouth shut.

ak x suke org compare ak dgn orang lain. x kesah la orang tu sape. tp ak x suke. sape suke diri sendiri kne compare. sebab setau ak manusia berbeza. perangai kite berbeza. muka pun da berbeza mcm mne nak same. mmg la nk bg pengajaran ke ape. tp tlg la. bkn nye ko tau org tu bagus sgt. depan org mmg la die blh tunjuk die baik. tp belakang? baik jadi talam dua muka la kalo mcm tuh,

mood ak skrg aq sgt annoyed.

cerita pasal bus..

2010-02-09T08:43:00.003+08:00

tiap2 hari ak g kelas ak naik bus. bus ni mmg da sinonim dgn hidup ak.
pagi2 muka ak mmg sentiasa menanti bus dkt pdg kawad.
tp ak x leh bla kalo bus yg satu pintu.. yg berdiri tu kan.. x leh ke pergi ke hujung skali bg yg laen masuk. bkn ko sorg je nak naek bus. ramai lg la mek!

lg satu.. akx phm kalo org nk mara2 org tolak dieorg naik bus. weh sape cepat die naik la. kalo ko x nk berebut tunggu la org x ade. tp pkul bpe eh org x ade?

p/s: dulu waktu tadika blh la beratur. skrg kt U sume nk cepat la mek.

hari nih kenapa sy asyk nk menulis?

2010-02-06T19:38:00.002+08:00

hari nih sgt panas! like sangat panas!

ak rs global warming nih da mkin terok okie. wei cukup2 lah pembangunan sane sini. ko nk bina byk sgt bangunan pokok2 ko tebang. bile ko tebang ade ko ganti???

6 weeks..

2010-02-06T19:28:00.002+08:00

dah 6 minggu ak msk sem br. tp yg pelik nih ak x busy2 lg. pelik sgt2!

adoi. nk kate assignment ak ade. tp like x mencabar lgsg. hahaha poyo plk. x de lah. x de lah gile2 mcm sem 1 ari tu or time asasi. ak wat x smpi 30 min da siap. then ade kls tu mcm ak x de input sgt. kteorg br sekali je kls. nsb baik la subjek membaca. kalo mengira mcm mne?

ak ade 8 subjek dis time. yg ak blh ckp kls finance ak je yg mcm ak da bljr byk. yg laen tu so-so je. huhuhu.

mcm mna la ak nk jwb exam t. huhu :(

sekian lama...

2010-02-06T19:21:00.004+08:00

setelah sekian lama, hari ini:

dapat balik rumah! thanx to bbsm yg x de kelas ari nih
dapat mkn nasi daging! best
keluar minum petang dgn family!

huhu..dah lama x pulang ke seremban. excited sgt. afiq hantar. thanx syg! :) hari nih entah mengapa cuaca sgt panas. balik rumah tgk2 ade nasi daging. sedap! ade air asam skali :p br dkt 2 minggu x blk seremban da berubah. hehehe. x de lah berubah semua. seremban da ade carrefour. wow! hahaha. giant,tesco, jj, parkson, econsave pun da ade. ape yg ade lg eh? hahahhaa. tp x kan ak nk hangout dkt tmpt2 mcm tu kot.

kalo jj x pe la jgk. at least ade la wayang n bowling+karox. tp yg laen2 tu ade ape? xkan ak nk beli brg rumah kot. :p

woo..

2010-01-24T13:18:00.002+08:00

sy sekarang suka sangat tido. nk kate kelas mkin horror blm lagi. tp entah lah. mate nih asyk nk tutup je.

adoi. tp yg pelik bile mkn panadol jd aktif. patutnye org tido mkn ubat.
i need a help~!

mata bukalah sebesar-besarnye. huaaaaaa

last 2 weeks..

2010-01-19T09:37:00.002+08:00

after 2 weeks, only this weeks kls br nk start. for the past 2 weeks. i went out with him. after 2 months of being separated, we hang out together. my roommate mst bosan. asyk keluar je. sory fiza!

i don't want to tell a story about him but about what i've seen, heard and experience.

i love my friend. if they asked for my help i will always helped them. but unfortunately, people always take advantages from me. bile susah cr. bile senang hilang. hello? what do u think i am. kaunter pertolongan? bile ak susah, ade korg tlg? sume bg excuses. melampau sgt.

then psl bdn beruniform yg ak join. rs menyesal plk msk. jurulatihnye bpk skema. sakit jiwa. then, rupenye senior2 yg GK tu pangkat dieorg bkn tinggi sgt pun. poyo je lbih. harap2 jgn la yg br dpt pngkt nih terkena pnykit GK tu jgk. susah je nnti.

i don't understand ad 1 concept nih. bkn concept 1 m'sia tp concept menghasut org nih. sape blh kwn dgn sape.. ape hak ko kalo org tu baik ngn org ko x suke. ko parents die ke? ak gado ngn org pun xde lah ak suro jgn kwn ngn sape. tolonglah! ko pun bkn kwn yg baik sgt pun

2 months :)

2009-12-29T22:08:00.002+08:00

i love you

i miss you!

2009-12-25T09:43:00.000+08:00

My world is lonely when you are not with me.

Missing you so much!

Day 3

2009-12-24T17:51:00.004+08:00

my parents finally were back home. 1 month without them, everything were totally mess up.

i picked them up at 3.00 a.m in the morning. tired but happy.

but today, i didn't get enough time to sleep. setiap masa ade je org datang. sangat penat. tp kalau tetamu datang x kan nak halau. nsb baik my aunties were here. if not i'm pretty sure i'm sooo dead. huhu.

i didn't get any messages from him. miss him. huhu. tomorrow he is going back from Singapore. cepatlah balikkkkk syggggg!

:(

2009-12-23T20:05:00.003+08:00

u're miles away. n i miss u badly. every seconds, minutes and hours i always think about u. i don't know what to think. it just about u.

when i don't know what else to do, i just look at our picture, u messages over and over again.

i want u 2 know, how much i love u, i care about u.

please come back home early, i need u dear!

2009-12-23T17:31:00.000+08:00

Having no communication with you for awhile is like drinking coffee without sugar,

it's not complete or should I say my life is not complete when you are not here beside me.

I miss you.

Day 2

2009-12-23T10:27:00.004+08:00

i woke up early this morning. sesudah subuh. main mesej dgnnya. wlpun skjp sj.

i drove my aunty to buy breakfast. nasi lemak, kue teow goreng, soto n nasi himpit. huhu.

then online. play farmville. read fiza's blog which is awsome. credit to her.

but what makes me sad is that i can't skype with him. tbe2 time nih la broadband nk wat hal. i'm really2 pissed off. ble da okie die dah out. do u know how i feel rite now. nak nanges tp tpaksa tahan. org ade kt rumah. tonite, my parents akn balik dr mekkah. can't wait to see my parents. i miss them so much and i miss him too

my family :)

him :)

cepatlah mase berlalu...

2 days left

2009-12-22T18:38:00.000+08:00

You are the sun in my day, the wind in my sky, the waves in my ocean and the beat in my heart...

I Miss You :)

Day 1

2009-12-22T16:40:00.003+08:00

i tried 2 get myself busy today. i went to Giant. buying the groceries.
then jln2 beli selipar br. huhu
went 2 pasar besar ampangan. tok wan nk cr daging. first time, i drive at town without my father giving the instruction. went home, online. play farmville. don't have any moods.

and when i don't know what else to do i just keep thinking about him.
adui :(

3 days left..

no one

2009-12-22T14:25:00.000+08:00

I just want you close
Where you can stay forever
You can be sure
That it will only get better
You and me together
Through the days and nights
I dont worry cause
Everythings gonna be alright
People keep talking
They can say what they like
But all I know is everything's gonna be alright
No one no one no one
Can get in the way of what I'm feeling
No one no one no one
Can get in the way of what I feel for you
You you
Can get in the way of what I feel for you
When the rain is pouring down
And my heart is hurting
You will always be around
This I know for certain
You and me together
Through the days and nights
I dont worry cause
Everythings gonna be alright
People keep talking
They can say what they like
But all I know is everything's gonna be alright
No one no one no one
Can get in the way of what I'm feeling
No one no one no one
Can get in the way of what I feel for you
You you
Can get in the way of what I feel for you
I know some people search the world
To find something like what we haveI
know people will try
Try to divideSomething so real
So till the end of time
Im telling you that
No one no one no one
Can get in the way of what I'm feeling
No one no one no one
Can get in the way of what I feel for you..

what should i say?

2009-12-19T15:16:00.002+08:00

i'm not okay.
i'm sad
i'm jealous
i'm envy
i'm pathetic
i'm selfish
i'm greed
i'm emotional